The Excitment of Unkown

Its better to have loved and lost than to never loved before?

The course of a relationship. How long should it be?

Are the excitement of unknown at the beginning of a relationship worth the 'trouble'?

Layman would think, to make a relationship work, couples should do this and that and put in effort to continue that spark bla bla blaa..

p says:
*i cant accept that my happiness is not in my hands
*i can accept that..i choose smone
*and my happiness is the amount of effort i put into the relationship
*only prblm i realised last night with that was
*where do i draw the line between the amount of happiness and the effort i put in like..how much effort is the limit
PollyJacobs says:
*yah
*like how much effort is too much
*and not 'worth' the effort
*no longer true

Why do u cheat?
BECAUSE:
I like girls
They like me
They look so good
In their satin jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want be faithful
But I cant keep my hands out the cookie jar.
Cant keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

The Switch That can never be found

You know you like him a lot, but wouldn't picture a future. thus, couldn't commit. Yet, you expect him to.. Self-centered bitch!
A 'player' you say? Spelled with a Capital 'L' i suppose.

Helplessly waiting .. just switch it off! Damn.. its irritating!
Fuck.. just get use to it, even if you cant get over.

Where Did He Go

Everybody's tellin' me to wait for you to call back.
Can you tell me where did he go?
But I don't ever want another girl to come and get that
Can you tell me where did he go?

My train of thought is gunnin', and now you're runnin' on the same track.
Can you tell me where did he go?
And now you're leavin' me to have to find out where you been at,
Can you tell me

I'm a mess right now,
Out of order.
I'm torn up, I'm goin' down.
Won't you hold me together, I'm pourin' out.
I need you,
that's how I feel

I refuse to believe
You do not think of me
Like I do you
If I'm right
Then show me come through
Cause I been needin you lately

People always askin' me what is got me wearin all black,
Can you tell me where did he go?
Stressin' got the best of me, I really need to fall back.
Can you tell me where did he go?
Wish I never said that you and me could never go back.
Can you tell me where did he go?
But I just wasn't thinkin, can't you see I didn't mean that?
Can you tell me...

Can you tell me where did you go?
Hear me, Hear me now...

Maybe

Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Im always connected online
Hooked on facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you

Colorful Childhood Memories

Birthday Jamboree

I'm Bloody 18!! (for the many-th time)
The main reason i wasnt looking forward to this year's bday. i didnt even bother to take off from work. damn.. i'm hard working.

Despite me trying to be discreet while going thru this numeric depression, i still celebrated lar.. Some nice things which i've done on this day, listed below:

Helping my lovely colleagues emptying their trash bins.

Receiving bday greetings @ Little India from all the lovely beings.

Bday lunch w B,my new old- *erm* -der boyfriend)and the hungry little pinos. B brought us for jipoon cuisine(for obvious reasons).

Gift from Pecky, specially delivered by kevin, in hopes of making me overly obese.

Bday chill out with my beloved chicken skin lurve! and thou we both knew we'll feel loserish holding a bouquet of flowers, she still bought it and fuckk.. I LOVE IT lar! Gawd! lets do it again!!(not the getting old part, the ~chill-out with red wine and loads of yummy food~ part) *heart Heart heart*

coming up - "Colorful Childhood Memories' PARTYYyyyyyy!! co-celebration for the sep babies in my incestuously hot family. all family members and my girls, will be there!!!!

Polka Dot Legs Reminiscence & Prediction

This is wat we always end up with after a night's hang out. Polka dot legs.. ARGHHHHH...
i wonder how's my C.S Lurve's bites like... Gawd Damn it.. cb.. itchhyyyy..

Went to my shops before we finally meet up. and i was freaking tired that i missed and forgot my stop 3 fucking times.. god damn it. i think age is really kicking in.

It was just a chill out day with her at wheelock's borders cafe. no matter how sticky n itchy we felt. we couldnt let any of that stop us whinning and bitching..

it's scary when lurve brought up the reality of the 'high' society life. Thou it is obvious to all..but now that we've grown older.. it seems scarier and alot closer, fuckk.. Tell me!! where can i find That Beautiful Picture?



Chicken Skin dedicated this to me. I love it! and its her rington now.. :)

Linda's Wedding